I know what you mean. I've been there.
I was trying hard to change the game and the people and then the people I loved most just left. The items I'd worked for ages or paid for became suddenly worthless. The masters I believed were there to take care of us acted as if they had no idea what the game looked like. So, I took "the red pill".
Everyone wants the system to change first and then they would change? It is impossible. You want others to be ideal while you stay unfair? It does not work like that. I had to become what I wanted to see.
It has helped me in my work and real life. I dressed up like Trinity this year and felt perfect. People from this game inspired me to repeat: "Through dangers untold and hardships unnumbered, I have fought my way here to the castle beyond the Goblin City to take back the child that you have stolen. For my will is as strong as yours, and my kingdom is as great! - You have no power over me!". And all the time it is me who wanted the child to be stolen
But, that's just my opinion.