Originally Posted by
xXxAurorAxXx
Ty Ish, But its all good.
As sad as it is, people always like to cast judgment on things they fail to understand or things that they consider "weird".
I live with narrow minded people in every aspect of my life. I am judged constantly for the person I am and the things I do and the things I like. I have a couple of tatts, I get judged. I have some piercings, I get judged. I have an openly gay brother, I get judged for that. I play Games, I get judged. I like things "out side of the box", I get judge for that. I dont live my life the way society tells me I should live it and I get judge for that. Frigg, I even get judge on the music I love or the art I love and so on and so on.
And with that being said, Its gonna take more than some scrubs at Gaming forum to bring me down or make me feel that what I have experienced here is wrong or weird. And so what if its "weird" to others.
I feel sad for those people because all they can do is sit here and judge me with narrow minds. They know nothing of my life or the person I am and have nothing relevant to say ~ so all they can do is throw stones.
Im not ashamed of what I've experienced through this game and when its all over and done with I wont walk away from it empty handed and full of regrets. I met and got to know the most extraordinary, amazing, wonderful person that I have ever met in my life and someone I still care for very deeply, that is something that can never be taken away. And so we met through a game, big deal, what we had wasn't just confined to the game and we weren't the first and only people to do it and we sure as **** wont be the last. If people look past their own noses they will see this kinda thing going on all over this game. And its not just in this game. This stuff happens everywhere nowadays.
So yap, people here can go ahead and cast judgement, call me names, say I have no life and so on. But the fact still remains is that they really no nothing. A fact proven when Mariion decided to call me an asshole. She can call me names, make accusations and judge me with out having any real reason for it, As proven in posts be4 hand. She goes on what SHE thinks she knows and even if its wrong she still thinks shes right. AND in the grand scheme of things, this person doesnt even know me. So what - we have talked a few times, so that makes her an expert on me? Just like the other wanna be trolls who whisper me in game saying things or thinking they know me. LOL yea ok.
As with so many others here in this game. I get condemned if I try to be a decent human being to others. If I try to help people Im told I have "ulterior motives" or that "Im fake" or if I speak out of turn or joke around with people I'm told I'm a "slut" or "attention whore" or if I accept items here or there Im told Im an "ass licker"/ slut/ attention whore and so on.
Its like I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't.
But I just fail to give a fok what people think. People dont like me? They don't have to, I'm not forcing them too. BUT before they sit here and judge me or the things I do or the person I am, They make better make sure they know the facts, else its them that look the idiot and not me.
That is all.
